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to learn the things that are, and comprehend their nature [attn.: jamie]
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He answered back to me: Hold in thy mind all thou wouldst know, and I will teach thee.
E'en with these words His aspect changed, and straightway, in the twinkling of an eye, all things were opened to me, and I see a Vision limitless, all things turned into Light - sweet, joyous Light. And I became transported as I gazed.

The Corpus Hermeticum
I. Poemandres, the Shepherd of Men

--

Hours after Hawksley ran into Kelsey on the street, Sera gave him a sample of what might be called Papa Smurf, what might be called The Blues, what might be called Marauder Crack, what Hawksley is not-so-creatively calling That Blue Stuff. He didn't have to ask her where she got it, because she told him. He hardly had to ask her for the sample itself, in fact.

The circle that Sera and Sid saw created in salt, blood and water on the floor of the suite's sitting room has nothing to do with this, though. That was just practice, and practice for something else anyway. A room in the Four Seasons, moreover, is hardly the place for the sort of ritual he has in mind. Even the sixteenth floor isn't high enough.

Collins rents him a Jeep. Collins helps him find the place. Collins helps him pack and then Collins stays behind with the girl because that is what Collinses are for. He sets out long before dawn in that Jeep and begins the ascent of Mount Elbert as soon as there is enough light to see his feet in front of him. He is not the only hiker this morning, but he doesn't reach out to make new friends. Without wasting breath on chatter, without stopping for anyone else's needs, Hawksley starts the hike. It is not the most rigorous hike one can undertake, alone or otherwise; the strain of the ascent is in the thousands upon thousands of feet of elevation gain. It's in the headache that builds at the back of his neck and crawls up his skull and surrounds him. It's in the great thirst for water, the need for rest, the moments of dizziness, that overtake him as he climbs.

But that is where the ritual begins. Before dawn, before the climb, and in the contemplation of the climb: that is where he allows it to begin building. Those other hikers could sense it, see something ancient and inhuman in his eyes, feel something in him that may have once been of the earth, is tied to the earth, but belongs so far above them. This is when he allows the arrogance to begin to build in him, as well, for he is not as they are. He is Awake. He is aware. And even the weakest, frailest extension of his power is beyond what most of them can even dream of.

He has seen colors that they have no names for. He knows the taste of light and the rippling, incandescent lust of gravity pulling at him. Even

as

he

denies it.

And ascends.

--

The desire to lie down is nearly overwhelming. The headache and the nausea make the world tip and sway, but when Hawksley stands on the peak, he remembers why ancient peoples with no mountains in the distance would often create them, building barrows of earth or peaks of clay brick. Other mountains, as old or older than this one, bow to its height. In the contiguous United States, only one peak goes higher. Hawksley breathes in deep, accepting the pain, accepting the sickness, standing when he wants to fall. He has a little time. Not much. He stops surveying the land and begins to build his circle.

It is a light one, easy on the eyes, perhaps even easy to miss if you don't pay much mind or accept that hippies are just hippies. The triangular symbols for each element are drawn in the earth, their view seen from within the circle -- the only place that matters -- and clusters of stones are assembled at the four corners atop their symbols. He buries colored stones brought in his pack in barrows of rough, dirty grey ones: yellow to the east, blue to the west, black to the north, red to the south. The pentagram he points to the east, always the east, its arms and legs extended between the spaces of the others. In a star within a circle within a circle within the elements of the world, Hawksley painstakingly creates the wadjet out of white and blue stones that he felt weighing him down all the way up here. Other hikers catch up, look at him, leave him alone.

He ignores them. It isn't hard.

Hawksley colors the Eye of Horus, the Eye of Ra, the Eye of the Moon with blue powder from a vial. He spits into it, the sort of thing that get him the side-eye from other Hermetics, who would use purified water bathed in the light of three full moons. He spits. He remembers that Jesus-of-the-stories was taken to Egypt as refuge from those who hunted him. He remembers that Jesus-of-the-stories spat in the dust, dabbed the mud on the eyes of a man blind since birth, and restored his sight. If one would open their eyes, one must not be blind. And if spitting in the dirt until the blue powder of a magical drug to turn it bright and stain the earth will open his own eyes, then, well.

So mote it be.

If he were not mid-ritual, he would smirk at the phrase entering his mind, reminding him of someone else's paradigm. But Hawksley has been preparing magic since he stepped out of his Jeep. Every step of the multi-hour climb, every pound of his head, every turn of his stomach. It builds, and it builds, and by the time he spits into the Eye of Horus, the feeling of it fills him. It feels like power.

Hawksley rises to his feet, which flank the ever-watchful eye of a god who is older than Jesus-of-the-stories and even older than Horus. He looks out over the panorama before him, opens himself to the sky, and sends his awareness

everywhere.



--

[Scrying for the resonance of The Blue Stuff primarily, globally if necessary. Also using Matter in case there is an interaction between the magic and the material that is part of its purpose. Essential questions are: finding who made it, finding who else has taken it, finding out what the hell it's supposed to do/how it works if possible.

Total successes: 8
3 WP and 2 Quint burnt off]


Hawksley @ 8:16PM
[Scrying. Correspondence 2 + Prime 1 + Matter 1 (what the hell)
Difficulty: 2 + 3 (coincidental) - 1 (taking time) -1 (sympathetic magic) = 3]
Roll: 2 d10 TN3 (8, 9) ( success x 3 ) [WP] VALID

Serafíne @ 8:17PM
(stamped!)

Hawksley @ 8:18PM
[Scrying. Correspondence 2 + Prime 1 + Matter 1 (what the hell)
Difficulty: 2 + 3 (coincidental) - 1 (taking time) -1 (sympathetic magic) +1 (extending) -1 (quint) = 3]
Roll: 2 d10 TN3 (5, 9) ( success x 3 ) [WP] VALID

Serafíne @ 8:19PM
(stamped!)

Hawksley @ 8:21PM
[Scrying. Correspondence 2 + Prime 1 + Matter 1 (what the hell)
Difficulty: 2 + 3 (coincidental) - 1 (taking time) -1 (sympathetic magic) +1 (still extending) -1 (more quint) = 3]

Hawksley @ 8:21PM
[HELPS IF YOU ADD DICE, KAI]
Roll: 2 d10 TN3 (1, 8) ( success x 2 ) [WP] VALID

Serafíne @ 8:22PM
(WITNESSED)
my whole life is thunder.
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Since the moment he woke to drive to the mountain, Hawksley has been depleting his will for the sake of the ritual. He focuses on the work, on the sleep deprivation, on the weariness itself. He focuses on the sky that he is climbing to and the summit he knows he will reach, and how it will never be close enough,

it is never close enough.

Within that circle, he is not seen wearing himself out. He is seen standing, looking very, very far out into the horizon. The people who pass him ignore him, because he would not be the first hippie to climb a mountain to commune with the sky and he won't be the last. Hell: that's why <i>they're</i> here, in a way. They cannot know that he is only dimly aware of their presence, for his own consciousness is flinging him towards the Four Season, to the near-comatose girl there and faintly pulsing colors of magic in her bloodstream. Hawksley's head jerks and dismisses the vision, flicking over other areas in the city.

SeraJimSid, not their faces or their actions but their magic, their resonance, and the resonance of the magic in their possession in the form of those vials of blue powder. He dismisses that vision as well, because he knows. Hawksley goes farther, feeling the earth at his feet pulling at him like a tether to a post, keeping him from true flight. He finds another set, roaming near each other but not with each other, and he cannot pick out names or faces but by god he can feel the chaos those people's minds have been thrown into by the stuff. Hawksley will remember that, but he is still looking.

There is a hint of it at his periphery. Bodily, his eyes strain and burn and water. Spiritually, he pulls back, unable to push any farther and retain enough energy to find his true quarry. That is when Hawksley truly, truly lets himself go. That is when, though he stands still in the center of his circle, he breaks into a sweat that does not come from the exertion of climbing or the heat of the sun. That is when his heart really starts to pound again.

Hawksley fucking loves this part.

--

A cry goes up in his heart, triumphant and blending lightning and thunder both, the shriek of a raptor, the roar of something ancient,

when he finds the fucker. Hawksley-the-body flashes a vicious, toothy grin at nothingness, at midair, his feet turning him ninety degrees clockwise. His eyes become like that of an eagle, and despite the brightness of the sun he's over fourteen thousand feet closer to now, his pupils are blown wide and black. The colors come first, and just as the users and holders of the drug appeared with mottled blue and violet and green in their veins, he now sees green and red pulsing together in the ether, outlining the hint of a human form only, the idea of one, and Hawksley watches for a long time until he understands.

He spins around again til he faces west. He reaches out again for something old, something new, something purchased, something very, very blue. He hones in on those flickers again, those ones he reached for but could not... quite... grasp.

Hawksley decides he will grasp them now.

And he does.

--

The release of magic leaves him shaking inside, if not outside. His viscera is lit up, quivering, and he feels momentarily hollowed out. It is not an altogether unpleasant sensation, and it is certainly not unfamiliar. Hawksley lets himself drop to a crouch, and the first thing he does is scoop a bit of blue-stained earth back into a vial. The powder, now mixed with dirt and sand and grit, is essentially worthless as a drug, but he retains it. Its worth as a focus is far from depleted.

The eye and the pentacle are kicked to nothing. The stone barrows are undone, and the colored rocks of the four corners replaced in his pack. Hawksley feels the soreness creeping up, and the sleep deprivation, but he still has to climb down. Somehow, he always finds that harder.

But he needs to climb down. He has calls to make, and the reception up here sucks balls.
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